i hate exams!!!!!! *argh!!!!* and i hate writing essays... esp asian studies ones!!! argh argh argh!!!!! i know some of u might think that she's only got 2 papers to sit for.. what the hell is she complaining abt?! well i also had to write like 3 major essays that make up a majority of my marks for the whole unit of 3 units. and these are all research essays.. formulating an essay qn and then subsequently researching for it is tough. coming up with not much info is even tougher.. cos it just means that u have to look for info harder!!!

i guess in a way i'd rather study for my papers.. and i haven't started studying for my 2 other papers, jap and linguistics. heh! i'm so dead man!!!! linnguisitc is one unit that i don't intend to do badly given my previous results, i'm kinda afraid that it might just be deja vu!! haiz.. and i'm not sure if i did well for my research essay for linguistics.

and i haven't started my 2000 word essay which is dued mon 5pm! then why do u ask, am i still blogging?! i need to!! it's like a form of release for me!!!! at least i just type out whatever that come out of my head instead of having to sound remotely intellectual and coherent on my essay. heh!! some of u might be wondering what's up with me and being intellectual theses days.... well i don't think i am... hahhaha at least not when i'm not high.. i realised that the only time when i sound intellectual is when i'm high.. (no!! not on drugs or alcohol!!! when i'm like stressed or just high on anti (person's name) feelings...for example: bush etc....) i have written ZERO, NADA, NIL, LING, KOSONG that i can add to my 2000 word essay.. i'm still reading... haiz.. how how how how?!?!?!??!?!?!!?!!! and to add to that!!! i have a swollen eye and i'm in pain.. (yes u guessed it!!!) i'm so dead!!! but i guess i'm not as dead as jaja who has like two 3 hour papers to sit for in a day.. but i'm still dead nonetheless!!!

well at least some good came out of my otherwise hell-like week!! i passed my driving.. and well i did pretty well in my jap aural exams.. much better than i thot i wld have done! so yest was an at least happy day for me!! woohoooo!!!! so many pple have to let me drive their cars now... (u know who u are!!) don't try to run ah!!! ahahahahha!!! and i've been swearing complusively these few days.. undoubtly brought on by stress, though there are some who wld argue that stress or not i still swear complusively.. well then F*** off!!! hahahahah (i can see pple pointing and going, there! see!!! that's one good example!!) but come on lah pple it's really stress loh!!! i'm so stress that i'm having a swollen eye from the lack of slp and like headache and i'm in pain!!

okie back to work now.. or at least i'm going to attempt to write a bit of my essay tonight!! i've done most of my readings liao.. eelis says i'm a fast reader!! hahahahh!! oh well! hope u guys are having a better week than me! study hard for those up coming papers and when i'm back, we can all PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohooo!!! oh yah i think i spend most of my time thinking abt stuff i'm going to do when i get back to sg.. which is bad! i'm sure jaja and eelis are agreeing with me!!